

EpilogueThat summer was a blur. I spent most of it in Florida visiting old friends. I found out, though, that it was no longer home. A lot of my old friends had changed for the worse, and I spent most of my summer with my parents or swimming. Once we got back home, it was right to school.Epilogue
As it turned out, Jack and I did end up getting together, and have been happy ever since. I still miss Chris with a passion, and so does Jack. One night at midnight, I had woken up sobbing, and just needed someone to cry to. I called up Jack, and he was there in a heart beat. He stayed over that night.
A full year had managed to pass witho


Chapter 11Getting dressed that day was the worst thing ever. I hated black--couldn't stand it. So I finally decided on a white sweater with black jeans. My hair was held up securely at the top of my head with a heart shaped pin. I had his red bandanna tied around my arm.Chapter 11
One of Chris's friends, Jack, showed up at one o'clock on the dot to pick up Christal and myself. Even in my depressed mood, I had to admit that he looked really handsome in his black button up shirt, white tie, and black pants. When I hopped into the front seat, I noticed that he was wearing white running shoes. Always the fashion statement. Even Christal was decked out.


Chapter 10The nervousness that coursed through my veins nearly rendered me motionless. I was so scared that I almost didn't get up that Saturday morning. I knew I had to, or I wouldn't do what I needed to. So up I got, even though the day looked grotesque from my point of view.Chapter 10
"Morning, hun, are you going to go see Chris today?" Mom asked casually as she made pancakes--finally a favorite.
"Yeah, I'm going after breakfast. Nice and early," I sighed as I forced myself to eat the food.
Afterwards, I said little to anyone. I got dressed and headed to my car. On the way to the hospital, I almost turned around. At the


Chapter 9As the days passed, I felt cold and aloof. The weather was starting to warm up. The sun was always out and flowers were starting to pop up everywhere. All I felt was cold.Chapter 9
I went to visit Chris every day I could. If I wasn't at school, I was at the hospital. One day, Chris seemed a little agitated.
"Why do you always come here? You shouldn't be here worrying about me. You should be out there having a life," he said, looking at me.
"Look, I'm not leaving," I sighed. 'Here we go again.'
"Well I don't want you here to watch me die. Alright? I just don't. I wouldn't want you to remember me like
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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~It takes heart to try and permission from yourself to try harder~
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私は永久に、常にそして今愛する
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♥ Love & peace ♥
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私は永久に、常にそして今愛する
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